Trust, Resonance, Choice - Navigating Our Way Home to Self

What is drawing you?

What are you noticing?

Are things coming full circle, coming back into your life after a long time away?

Are things floating away from you?

What have you recently overcome or moved through? How did that prepare, is that preparing you for the shifts at hand?

Is there anything that keeps getting your attention, that won’t let you go?

What is right in front of you in this moment.

Are you more trusting, allowing?

Recently, did you clear the vestiges of an old matrix of suffering, so that you are free and ready to open, engage and activate more fully your potential and align with your world service? Some of us allowed, chose this during Into the Cave.

Maybe what’s now is to address what’s next on your soul’s lesson plan, related to suffering? So that your true nature can shine through unencumbered in your perfect divine way and timing.

Is there anything calling you that you are dragging your feet about, resisting, that are stirring up familiar old thoughts or fears? How easy could it be to recognize the higher flow and let go, allow?

I just had an experience of this, where I had a quick decision to make. I noticed how the opportunity had flowed in, this step then this one. And I felt my resistance. But then I realized the joy of letting go and trusting. I found the yes and the higher flow and went for that. I yessed the fun.

Are you noticing that you are being drawn into your Self strongly?

Into practices that have served you at your various transition points thus far in your life?

Or are new things coming in?

Both?

For me it’s both. Full circle and new flows.

As I am recovering from breast cancer treatment, there are certain specific obstacles, like pain. Or thoughts that I recognized weren’t really “mine” but resonated with the inflammation that radiation stirs up.

And as I embrace these challenges, I’m able to wrangle my mind into a more organized perspective, when I remember to come into that divine spark within and emanate out into the field of all possibility, I then experience the benefit this obstacle brings me. Each one is leading me home.

But first, I may allow myself to really get into that experience. To feel it. To be human. To be.

As I allow and be, I fall to the level of my practice. Thankfully that is good news. My baseline practice is to notice, feel, sense and encompass the unconscious, the difficult, with the love that I Am. It’s easy to call on my partners in the realms of light for support, comfort, clarity and assistance. I make my way through with inclusion, encompassing all I’m experiencing. That’s my way, and it works for me.

What’s your way that works for you?

What’s your baseline practice?

We have a choice moment to moment, as always, to resonate with the obstacle, to “believe” it, or to commit again to riding that wave into the heart of our knowing and transmute it with our consciousness into the higher reason it is in front of us.

Does this make sense?

For example, my pain brought me back to yoga. That is a practice I’ve engaged since the early 1990’s and has been a path through for me recovering from a car accident that left me 60% disabled at the time, in my 20’s. It helped me recover from being dropped on my head 4ft above concrete. It helped me embody my light and shift my emotions and thoughts that were tangled in my body at different stages of healing childhood trauma. Just showing up on the mat, being present with the thoughts and feelings that would present as I’d bring consciousness to parts of my body in a pose, doing the poses, and letting myself be exactly where I was. Sometimes tears would stream down my face the whole 90 minutes, no drama, just my body releasing and me embracing, witnessing, allowing. My body and greater consciousness have a pattern of returning home with this practice.

The other things my pain has provided, well I can already think of 2 more things. Let’s see…

Re-committing to a life that works. Digging into my experience of for example, experiencing a level of pain that was unsustainable. With it, life didn’t seem worth living. That’s wasn’t going to work. I am here, this cancer experience and my survival unfolded in divine flow. I trust that. I did not force any of it, so I know there is something else. Hmmm… what is actually here for me? How do I move forward into thriving?

This recommitment brought me back to yoga but also there was a deeper alignment with the focus of consciousness in this body. A coalescence of my power, a firming up of my devotion.

I remember how during one of my very first energy bodywork sessions probably in 1998, I had a client on my table. There was all this joy energy coming through me for them and their cells were resonating, I could feel them coming into alignment with their divine nature. And then there was this sound, a tone, a frequency wave I could feel, sense, see and hear that was rigid and unmovable alongside the other energies of my clients body consciousness and greater consciousness. I wasn’t sure what it was and was guided to ask my client if they were on any medication. Ibuprofen. They had taken ibuprofen. That ibuprofen was indeed creating a wave to help the body entrain to override the pain. But because of that, the organic healing of the body couldn’t fully shift into a higher order because the ibuprofen “tone setting” was so strong. We were limited in the change we could affect.

I am not taking ibuprofen but do have other post-cancer pharmaceuticals on board at the moment. I asked my guides if it’s aligned for me to be on these, and the answer is yes. They say my blood is unharmed, my body is fine, and we can flow around or work with these tones.

So, my pain also brought my memory to this experience, this knowing. This brought me to check with my system and guidance, and to be aware, an interaction with my higher self and guides regarding navigating my care. They will let me know if and when these medications are no longer advantageous for my system.

There is something about coming home, re-membering my gifts and my Self that this coalescence and clarity is bringing me.

A focus of what’s next—and you know me, I’m always in the what’s next inquiry and following the flows, in partnership with my greater consciousness and team of partners on the inner planes.

Deeper gratitude and appreciation for things I’ve taken for granted like being able to do yoga. Having feet and toes that feel and can bend into a downward dog or plank position.

Really so much more.

I am experiencing my deeper wisdom coming together in a new way.

That what I’ve recently gone through is a blessing and part of my arc of evolution. So many blessings.

And my system is already keying up and in resonance with the shifts coming for us. I’m even more flexible and listening and allowing, trusting what the Universe brings my way.

I’m sharing this as guided because what I know is we likely are going through analogous things, each in our own way. And we each respond in our way, in our divine timing.

Is there anything that your alignment with your own Divine Self, your devotion and Purpose allows you to shift into a higher flow?

How are you meeting the obstacles?

What are they showing you?

How are they leading you home?